February 2012
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After I eat, I can actually feel my fat growing. I...
nellybook asked: Hey there - cool blog you got going! Hope you don't mind if I use some of your content later down the road, great stuff. New follower, can you please follow me back?
I can’t believe that my psych development textbook gives NO MENTION of EDNOS. Wow, seriously? I get it that it’s a general textbook that deals with the entire lifespan, and a multitude of issues within each developmental stage, but the eating disorder section is two pages long, and all it says is basically “anorexia will kill you don’t do it, bulimia isn’t as bad, so...
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WHOA WHOA WHOA it looks like one of our wedding photos is going to be in a bridal magazine under ‘destination weddings’. I`m super flattered, but damn, i look like someone greased up a hippo and squeezed it into a white dress.
Here it is…
http://www.centroysurdigital.com/centro_y_sur/201202#pg30
Other than that, I`m still studying like crazy, trying to finish my class on...
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I`ve been isolated from people for so long, that I...
I `think`I`m getting friendly with this girl who lives in my building and whom I often see in the dog park with her puppy, but I can never tell. I constantly have to ask myself: ìs this what humans say to initiate a friendly dialogue? ooh is this possibly a way for me to start more of a ‘friendship’ and less of an ‘acquaintance’? I want to have friends, I want to be a...
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Today is my birthday. I`m 24. Sick and fat. Go me....
Spent the day studying. Husband is being great - since I`m sick, he`s making a clam bake for dinner. :)
Anonymous asked: weightconfessions(.)blogspot(.)com (take out the () as it won't let me post links...) I'm just starting out - currently 136lb. Not looking to get seriously into any disordered eating, but you seem to be doing pretty well - any tips? I have the world's worst self control/discipline. If I want to eat shit loads of stuff, I will... and then feel terrible.
Anonymous asked: Saw that photo of you with those collarbones, and actually, the most beautiful thing about it was your lips. They are a lovely shape. Being healthy (as well as slender) is beautiful - looking like the victim of a Third World crisis is so unattractive - to both sexes. Remember as you spiral further into your e.d, I lost my soulmate to hers. Don't let it take you from the people who love you....
“I’m attracted to the idea of drowning, or rather the idea of jumping off and...”
– Florence Welch (via teenvibes)
